Friday, June 16, 2006
[*tH.e eVe.R wi.N.diNg joUR.neY*] ...have been feeling very tired lately ... again ... i'm tired of this life that i'm currently going through ... i just wanna get my JC life over and done with ... i just wanna get this remaining one and a half years done ... and on that note ... i wanna finish my JC life with great memories though ... that at least i did well for my As ... brought CJC choir's standard up ... that kind of thing ... and had friends that i'll treasure for life ...
JC ... is the hardest that i've ever gone through and am going through now ... i didn't know it would be this hard ... so much so that the temptation to just quit is so overwhelming ... but i won't quit ... i'm not gonna give up ... when the going gets tough , the tough gets going ... i'm gonna show the world and the people around me that i will and can survive my JC life ... not with my strength ... but with God's ... yup ... He'll help me ... He'll bring me through it ...
i need the self-discipline ... i need to study and work hard ... i don't wanna have any regrets for my As ... i wanna be happy for my results ... i wanna enjoy my holidays after my As ... and for that ... i will work hard ... i'm old enough to be able to tell myself that it is important to study and do well for my exams ... and time will fly even faster than i'll ever think it will ... i will not retain ... i will do well for my mid years , my promos ... and go on to JC 2 ... yup ... i will and i must ...
hmmm ... yet again ... i've been sleeping so much ... my life seem to have been revolving around my bed ... i just sleep and sleep ... yup ... haha ... oh wells ...what a life ... hmmm ... i will trust in the Lord for He will never fail me ...
He has become a memory ... that i'll look on back with a smile ... at least we met ... and we'll see each other again in heaven ... for now ... i'll just get on with my life and fulfil God's plans for me ... till then ... we'll see if He plans for us to meet again ... for our paths to cross again ...
love,
cheryn ...
posted at 6/16/2006 05:36:00 pm
